Jessica Copeland

Everynight in my dreams
And all throughout the day
Your energies flow through me
I feel your presence in all things
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My head is spinning
My stomach rotates with every breath
My hand shakes as I reach for the pencil
What am I so restless about?
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Did you hear me calling you from far away?
Did you hear me screaming in my loneliness?
I wasn't there for you today (When you needed me)
The knife is sinking deeper
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I miss how you would steal my ice cream everytime we went to a restraunt but you'd never order your own

I miss how you would beg me to go feed the animals because it was raining and you didn't want to get cold
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You were my friend once
The one I told my secrets to
The one who never had time for me
The one who hasn’t got a clue
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I'm not sure if you were talking about me
But I never lied
I tried to be honest but
You didn't listen
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I miss how you would steal my ice cream everytime we went to a restraunt but you'd never order your own
I miss how you would beg me to go feed the animals because it was raining and you didn't want to get cold
I miss how you'd pick a fight with me and then act all cutsie so I'd forget that I was mad at you
I miss how you'd threaten me when I'd steal your shoes
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I called you today

To tell you I'm sorry
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I Took Too Long
to get my head straight
Now You're Gone
and found someone new
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Tonight I toss and turn again
You constantly run through my mind
Daijavou of past sins
Who ever said scars heal in time?
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Today was a day not like the rest
I sat in my room just barely dressed
That felt a little too normal for me
So I fled to the field and started to scream
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Lack of sleep catches up with me
I must get some rest
Yet, I sit by the window, waiting
Waiting for you to come rescue me from myself
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