Jessica Lee

My best friend I met from the beginning till end
I don't know what to say to you anymore.
Am I that horribly of a friend,
Or am I those floor mats at your door?
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What if... I can't make it to the next level?
What if... I get rejected?
What if... I fail next time around?
What if... that person gives me a sign that he doesn't care anymore?
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I am filled with darkness,
And with no escape to get out of it.
Nothing can change any of that at all!
Nothing can change how I feel
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Nothing to say to you.
Nothing to talk about.
All I can think of is you...
What can I do to stop thinking?
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When the rain falls,
It; s like me pouring out tears.
I'm filled with pain like the rain;
I'm like a droplet
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I failed to keep my best friend,
And I failed to keep it safe.
Now I think it all came to an end
With all doubt in faith.
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I am alone
I am cold
I am not free
I am like a bird in a cage
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I'm locked up and troubled,
Everything around me feels tragic.
This girl right here
Right in front of you
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Everything has its color, texture, and shape.
Even if you have tried to have the best look,
Even if you have tried to have the best figure,
Even if you have tried your very best,
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Things will only come to its end
Nothing will change and nothing will remain the same
I may not have been the right person to send
but I know where I'm going and everyone's playing the same game.
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Everything and everyone is different in their own way.
They can treat you like dirt or try to use you in every way.
When you see the light flash inbetween your eyes,
it is like he is telling you something;
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I am filled with joy and happiness.
I can't stop smiling
because of the person I am with today.
He showed me the light
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Giving grief, giving sorrow, giving pain.
What is life about to me anymore?
Is it filled with greatness or failures.
I still can't see what is up ahead,
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I feel annoyed,
I feel ignored,
I feel pain and sorrow.
I then feel nothing...
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This unknown figure...
This unknown place...
Where am I at anyways?
This unknown feeling that I have,
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