out there in space
not flying
not falling
not sinking
...
taking my bike out
on a starry night
the midnight-blue old faithful
leaving my neighbors' habitations behind
...
and so you handed back everything I had given to you
and I crossed out each item on my list
till in the end there was only a name left
and I crossed that out as well
...
don't think I wouldn't care
when I don't talk to you
the way you'd like me to
don't think I am not hurt
...
it started relatively fast
after i had first seen you
that i was reminded of you
every day, meaning in fact each day
...
I'm a sucker for words
they have the power to undo me
to totally smite me
to put me off balance
...
heart of darkness
heart of the earth
molten rocks and fossils
once live creatures
...
i dreamed of you
i was dreaming your words on my body
pleasant, yet painful
they mingled with the chants
...
an armour for my heart
something that covers the cracks
and the entries to all the nooks
so that the piercing arrows
...
i can't believe how awful it is to shake your hand
you are so reluctant and full of hate
and instead of shaking my hand you'd rather beat me up
- nose bleed, bruises, scratches, dislocations -
...