The Darkness
is closing up all around me;
clouding my vision,
clouding my thoughts,
...
Sleep has escaped me once more,
I wish to dream of you and nothing more.
Another day, another night without you
God Damnit, I feel so lost and alone
...
Dear Daddy Dearest,
why do you always seem so stressed,
always worried, always disappointed...
In me.
...
I thought i was so strong,
untouchable,
like I was on top of the world
and crying didn't happen,
...
What are we now?
What will we become?
Nothing but a distant memory
of yet another year that has
...
Things I couldn't control went the
wrong way,
I lost my way,
Just wandering through life,
...
A beautiful young woman
sits there.
Laughing and playing with
her hair.
...
Scared,
Urge to cry,
Screaming,
Unbeknownst to everyone else,
...
Anger,
Hatred,
Vulgarity in the form of words,
Revulsion,
...