I sit here alone,
No one was there,
Alone as a kid in a orphanage.
Alone as a teen no one to love, only hate, no friends, just no one.
...
Cold cut screams at night,
makes me shiver with fright.
Oh how I wonder, wonder about that sight,
the sight of which those screams came.
...
Darkness flows in and out of me,
like a sea of pure hate and pain.
Waves crashing in to me like jagged rocks,
...
Have you ever looked up at the sky,
and wonderd why?
I looked up to the sky and wonderd why,
...
The day I see the way,
To the light, which is so bright.
To see the ray of white light,
Shinning on me, a smile,
...
Alone
I sit here alone,
No one was there,
Alone as a kid in a orphanage.
Alone as a teen no one to love, only hate, no friends, just no one.
Alone as an adult, no kids or husband to love, just no one.
One day I just gave up, gave up on life, no more stress, remorse, or sleepless nights.
At the age of 32, I now sleep on a hill down by a river.
Dead, happy, and loving life….now.
I never though being dead would be so great.
I sleep alone, in an unmarked grave, no one to remember me.
Just like in real life.