She feels so lost without her cuts
They've helped her through the worst
Her razor was a paintbrush
And the paper was her wrist
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why won't these feelings leave me be
they are fighting inside of me
telling me it's okay to feel the way i feel
i put my hopes up way too high
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while others accept my fake smile and laughs
you ignore them and want to know what's really wrong
why is that?
when others look at me and think everything is alright
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why fight for something that is already lost
don't pretend it won't hurt when you know it will
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i dont know if my heart will get through to you
sleeping here without you
wrapping my pillows around me
pretending its you
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take the knife
drive it deep
watch me as i scream
blood pools around
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I told him i didn't love him
he still stayed and fought
what does this mean?
He always said if i ever wanted it to end
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In your eyes i found the need to care
On your lips i found the need to taste
In your voice i found the need for the words 'i love you'
In your arms i found the need to be held
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I don't understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.
How pictures never change but the people in them do
How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is When your worst enemy turns into your best friend
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.
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