As I lay awake in this dull room
All I can think about is you.
I think about the day when I’m the bride and you’re the groom.
And I know that I can’t see you when I’d like to.
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As I lay down in my bed
I wish I was dead
Because the one I wish to share it with
I can’t even kiss
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Do not mourn because God is ready to take me home,
Be grateful that by my family I was known.
For my days on earth are dwindling to a few,
Just be glad that God gave me the chance to know you.
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Life can get so confusing at times.
The one thing that is most important,
Which doors do I open and which doors do I close?
You could open the door to love,
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When you truly love someone you always will love them
And even when you move on suddenly everything reminds you of him.
Who cares if he broke your heart
The thought of being without him tears you apart.
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Daddy, I'm scared,
I don't know what to do.
All my senses feel impaired...
How could I be such a fool?
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I've become so numb inside,
being a helpless victim of my own mind.
But why give up when living isn't something you've even tried?
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