What are these thoughts in my head?
I don't know what I am thinking
How do I trust myself
and my neighbours
...
I see you beneath your shield of
Self protection.
You don't want me to know but already
I am you.
...
When I think of you...
Only great thoughts come to mind.
You put a smile on my face.
And warmth in my heart.
...
If I had a penny for every time I thought of you,
or for every time you crossed my mind,
There is nothing in this world I could want for,
nothing, not any.
...
I found a leaf in my verandah,
Released from a tree out of doors,
It's colors smeared soily
The shape of the leaf I have never seen.
...
Taste of your rage
pulsed in thy thorn-winged breath,
Invades our long love of the soft sun.
My voice unwillingly causes this loveless wine,
...
and who are you with your big brown eyes...
and what are you doing stealing my heart...
and who are you with your smile like the
sun...
...
I am singing right, singing of heart felt joy
Yet I can feel the tears stream down my face,
I have recieved what my soul has yearned for,
Has begged, pledded, and dreamed for,
...
When I die I'll go up there
I 'll wait for you on the golden stair
If you're not there by judgement day
I 'll know you went the other way
...
You know I hate myself,
Yet you continually make fun of me.
And I wonder,
Do you do this purposely?
...