MyIner Agony

I never imagined it be so fun to lose my innocence
I was always was told it would hurt
Which it hurts a little but it feels good.....I felt so connected to him
He was gentle at the right time but got aggressive when needed
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Ha! I'm still fucking laughing

You want to see me fail in life and in my hard work
Ha! I'm still fucking laughing
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I don't know what to do
Or find who I am
I'm scared
All of my progress of finding me has been shattered
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My year ended bad and my new year is starting horribly
Life doesn't want me happy maybe I'll stay sad so it can stop bullying me
Life only gives you lemons when it feels your life isn't sour enough
I'll stay sad to avoid more pain
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Dear uncryable tears
I can't cry even if I tried
I wish I could let my tears fall but they won't
Is it my pride
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Hi there. I have a trick question for you to think about. Do you get teased or judged for any uncommon interest of your own? I get judged often for one of my uncommon interest like my favorite colors. I'm a girl so other girls still I should like pink and purple, when truthfully those are my most hated colors. I like red and black. Similar to if a boy likes another boy, the other boys tease him for not liking girls like "a regular boy" as they all say.
Homosexuals should be accepted because they are people with their own pleasure choices. Just because their sexual pleasure is different than yours doesn't mean it's wrong.

Homosexuals should be accepted because it is not wrong to choose something you're pleased with. Just because someone likes something you don't doesn't mean it's bad all together. Just because a vegetarian doesn't eat meat does not mean meat cannot be needed. Just because you found another protein source doesn't mean meat should not be eaten. If other animals other than the human race can eat other animals, the humans can eat other animals too because technically we are all animals. But you can freely make a food choice of your own.
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! Maybe! f ...Just maybe
She'll respect my author! ty the more!threaten her home
No
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My tongue glided up and down ur shaft as ur dick went further and further down my throat daddy i think I'm gonna choke let's see as u played with my hair like a controller, in out in out u thrust faster...i melt watching u watch me taste u my pussy's soaked in my wishes and cream daddy please cum for me i want some sip u can tell what im thinking can't u when u take tht short moment to look me in the eyes oop surprise u wasted no time it feels warm slime and taste like lime u really do taste like fine wine if only this was real not a fantasy rhyme
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A beautiful tear drop falls on a full moon and sprouts a black rose bleeding from stab wounds it smiles and I feel peace within it's shallow waters tear drops won't fall around me if they fall I'll catch them admiring it's shiny blue mystery you have captivated me with your.... everything...and I'll save every drop my tear drop
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Confusion is my distraction from any sexual attraction im lockin me away
Adderall....adderall would do it....take away my colors oh God theyre to bright and fragile, turn me black make me acceptable i feel i missed something somewhere somehow probably because someone
Addision
Addiction
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You wonder why I take offense to everyone's criticism
Because I've been criticised my whole life and no one told me how to handle it
I was bullied so often that once Mama finally gave me a phone I decided to look up come backs so I can get those stupid kids
You can't call me crazy til you try my shoes
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I'm so tired I can barely breathe
But every time I try to sleep someone talks loud and it annoys me
Everytime I lay my head someone calls me lazy and begs me to get out of bed
It's 12: 38am they never shut up so I have to wait til two when my body's to tired to stay up
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But you said you'd stay forever
I thought you were my friend
You said you'd never leave all the way to the end but you just never tried to understand me so how could you care I feel so neglected like no one wants me even though there's someone who loves me I won't know that 'til the. I-Do's I guess I'm over reacting I mean I always do but you said that you understood me because you've been in my shoes maybe I'm wrong but I don't care no one ever cares so why should I care what you said, well I guess you feel it's okay to lie
Hey but that's what you said so from now on what you say is a lie
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I sleep next to you
Day and night
I'm only a door step away if you ever need advice....
I fell in love years ago
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You ask me if I'm thankful for anything
I truly don't know what you mean by thankful but I do appreciate Some of life's privileges
I'm thankful for having a forgiving mother no matter what I did
She always welcomesme with open arms
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hey ask me about the stuff I wear
They try to steal my style
.They even stare for a while
They always mention my hair
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He's the king of dubstep skrillex
He kills every time he makes a mix
Weird style and shaved hair
Knowing about skrillex is kinda rare
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Dear santa
Prove if you're
real.
Cause if you're
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