Today is your birthday.
You're a year older today.
Can you believe after tonight you will be an adult for the rest of your life?
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I am worthless.
I don't deserve to be here.
Why can't i stop cying my pain away?
All i do is hurt the one's i love.
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Every night and day I fear.
I fear everything of my pass
Every night I Scream and Cry.
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I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Only thing is cry...
cry until I have nothing to loose.
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I think of our children
I think of how are they without us.
I think of how we are without them.
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I'm crying tonight
I'm thinking why does he have to go
Thinking why does my man have to go to war.
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I don't know what to do.
I'm so scared baby.
what if she is?
what do we do?
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