Olivia Braun Poems

I know it’s conventional to say something sweet
Like how my heart skips a beats every time our eyes meet
And that each time I feel your touch
My eyes light up and my cheeks blush
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Hear the beat, the beating of my heart
I look at them at it starts, my heart beating faster and slower all at the same time
My mind couldn’t think of anything else but that their mine
Closing my eyes, thinking of their smile and just how wild they are
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Forever alone, forever alone this heart in my chest is long lost and on its own
Cast this to the fires of hell as I feel the tears being too well
How if only I could change I would not have to suffer such limitless pain
So longing to have eyes gaze upon me, and see me as perfect just being me
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Sick and uneasy, feel your touch as you leave me...
Play dumb like the rest get this empty feeling in my chest...
Close my eyes and pretend that it's not happening that this isnt the end, remind myself Im nothing more then a friend,
But then why do I feel my heart bend when I know your not mine.
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Love is like a drug that drives us insane,
It fool us in thinking it cures the deepest pain,
It soothe the soul and lets us know we're never alone,
When deprived we find ourselves struggling to stay alive.
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Please let me see that theres more to me…
I’ve felt so empty as I watch everyone around me leave.
I have my faults, don’t we all? But bad luck has taken it all.
You try and try even when you don’t know why,
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A thousand confessions that go unheard, floating through the air like a lost bird
The words that hang so heavy in the air, to be lost forever with no ears so hear
Take a breath tastes the tears… So much loneliness in so few years
Wounding around, what else could be here? Misplaced child enveloped by fear
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Getting close and understanding so alike it’s uncanny
What do to as you leave?
Weep my self off to sleep?
How I miss our conversations
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The final good bye the last tear and a *sigh*
Good bye one and all let the last curtain fall...
One chapter of our lives
Fare well and good bye
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Walking though the hallway of my mind
Looking at everything I’ve left behind
All The ghosts that refused to die
And the lingering question of Why?
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