Just The 'Friend' Poem by Olivia Braun

Sick and uneasy, feel your touch as you leave me...
Play dumb like the rest get this empty feeling in my chest...
Close my eyes and pretend that it's not happening that this isnt the end, remind myself Im nothing more then a friend,
But then why do I feel my heart bend when I know your not mine.
Never was I, never will I be the one always on your mind...
Wishing I could forget but knowing I never can...
What it was like to be held by your hands, the way it felt to feel like more then 'just a friend'...
The way you made me come to life only in fleeting moments in the dead of night...
But it started a fight that made us lose it all and I felt my heart beginning to stall...
Wanting what was was never mine, broken the heart of a one in a million guy...
Still not my place to mend it, again I'm just the friend