Walking though the hallway of my mind
Looking at everything I’ve left behind
All The ghosts that refused to die
And the lingering question of Why?
I try to hide the past inside
Behind a two-faced mask
And despite my efforts to forget
All these memories seem to stick
My Mind wandering to a time of peace
And yet I find no such thing
Only memories of her drunken stupors
The moment her hands reach my clothes
And the smell of her gin and tonic touch my nose
Before I know what going on
Im the floor motionless as before
Caught in the broken memories
Getting lost in my mind
Sifting though all the thoughts
I thought were locked up
So much to forget
And yet no place to put it
Now there in my mind, behind an iron wall
Thinking it would never fall
But just my luck
All the memories flood back
And I'm pushed back into my past
Drowning in an ocean of my life
I still try to look at the bright side
Nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
Will ever make theses memories fade away
But I have a lifetime left ahead of me
And I'm not ganna let this hold me back
I have so much time to make new memories that outshine
All the Nightmares of my Past…
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
So well worded I can feel the passion in evey line. 'Drowning in an ocean of my life I still try to look at the bright side Nothing I can do Nothing I can say Will ever make theses memories fade away But I have a lifetime left ahead of me And I'm not ganna let this hold me back I have so much time to make new memories that outshine All the Nightmares of my Past…' I've always wanted to make a poem like this and now that I've found this I wont have to. It said everything I felt after the girl I loved broke me down the pushed me away. Someday you will be loved.