pang david

That smile I’ll never forget
It brings ache through my heart
Teardrops though my eyes
And it tearing me apart
...

Someday I wish I’ll be gone
Vanish in some way, as if I never exist
And forget every pieces of me
Maybe I’ll forget the reason of my existence
...

You’ve been inside me for half a decade
Should I stop and free myself from you?
Will the pain fade away together with you when it happens?
...

someday i'll be great
someday i'll make sure i fit in
someday i'll be the reason why you smile
someday..
...

why i cant die now?
if everything in me is useless.
if i can't breath air.
if i can't see a single light ahead of me.
...

could you make me a favor?
im lost and ive got no where to go
can you take me to your world and make me a part of it?
am i a child who is locked in my own illusions, in my own dreams?
...

It was you who makes me awake all night
It was you why I kept on thinking
It was you who bothers me a lot
Why can’t I resist your existence?
...

I always caught myself in the middle of nowhere
Where I always felt the feeling of being left alone.
The feeling of being happy despite of the odds
The undoubted feeling of being accepted
...