Paula TH Poems

Why do you think I always stay home?
Because I want you to leave me alone.
As people get older they seem to reverse in age.
To be plastic now is all the rage.
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Here it goes again.
Waiting for someone to entertain you.
The funny people in my life have all passed.
Seem's like I am left with no one to make me laugh.
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You were never going to be around too long.
None of you.
You only go where you want to go so you can get what you need.
I can see right through each and every one of you, you make my heart bleed.
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Hurt by you, all of you, don't need you.
Doing everything within my power to survive on my own,
find the energy to be able to take a shower.
Hurt all day, hurt all night.
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Hello I am here. I sure never went anywhere. I hope you think that I just don't care. If you need me you know that I will be there. Never think that I just don't care.
I know that I am easy to forget about. I seem to just drift out to sea, but sometimes you just have to let it be. That is just something that is part of me.
When I wake all the time, I wish that the ocean is right outside my door and each day I crave the sea more and more. I fight to try to get out of this door. I don't want to live here anymore.
I love you, and you know I want you to go with me.
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Well look at all the people looking for a cure.
Well look at all the people there has to be a way for them to get this cure.
I am lookin to the left and I see someone sad and I am lookin to the right and there someone mad, and I look straight ahead and eww he is bad. Isn't there a cure to be had?
Don't leave them like this or should we just walk on by?
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Look at her she is so pretty, someone told her she got by on her looks all her life and now her life is gonna get shi*ty. Now who are you to say such a thing with your block head look and you don't know a thing.
You can't do anything right and you are talking about her?
I take it you have not looked into your mirror.
She has never known anyone like you and she does not mean that in a good way. I think she would have put you in a meat grinder if she could have without anyone around. Look at you talking about others when in all reality, you are the clown. Mr. Big shot with the silver spoon. She said she see's in your future the karma of doom.
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