It's not for keeping yet, the alternative consciousness
I've lost, it was on loan to see how grand life can be
when we are free to be happy, a promise of things to
come; in its wonderful mood I was flying and dancing
in circles with delight in my heart, and with great
Self-control carried out mundane tasks having no
purpose other than requiring we learn how to bring
joy to life's routine, not just exceptional moments -
I switched back from overdrive to everyday cruising
mode and looked up words - when the feeling
Of loss grew too strong - it was so wonderful to have
fun - the contrast with everyday grey was too much; I
ran from the office, looked for a new place to rest my
thoughts, slid into a novel then returned to the same
space I had left just to find a mess I made when my
Rose-coloured thoughts carried me high; it's a much
chastened me, back in a reality I don't understand
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2. [ORIGINAL: ]
I lost it - the alternative consciousness, it's not for
keeping yet, it's just on loan to see how grand life
can be when we are free to be happy, a promise of
things to come; in that wonderful mood I was flying
while dancing in circles with delight in my heart
Then with great self-control carried out the mundane
tasks which have no purpose other than learning how
to bring joy to everything in life, not just to exceptional
moments - I switched back from overdrive to everyday
cruising mode and looked up words - when a feeling
Of loss grew too strong - it was so wonderful to have
fun - the contrast with everyday grey was too much; I
ran from the office, looking for a new place to rest my
thoughts, dived into a novel then returned to the same
space where I left just to find I made a mess while my
Rose-coloured thoughts carried me high, this is a very
much chastened me, back in a reality I can't understand
[9 July 2014]
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3. [ALTERNATIVE FORM: ]
I lost it
the alternative consciousness,
it's not for keeping yet,
just on loan to see how grand life can be
when we are free to be happy,
a promise of things to come;
in that wonderful mood I was flying
while dancing in circles
with delight in my heart
then with great self-control
carried out mundane tasks which have
no purpose other than learning how
to bring joy to everything in life,
not just to exceptional moments -
I switched back from overdrive to
everyday cruising mode and looked up words -
when a feeling of loss grew too strong
it was so wonderful to have fun -
the contrast with everyday grey was too much;
I ran from the office,
looking for a new place to rest my thoughts,
dived into a novel
then returned to the same
space I had left
just to find I made a mess
while my
Rose-coloured thoughts carried me high,
this is a very much chastened me,
back in a reality I can't understand
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I had to read all the versions to somewhat understand So your not there now but have danced in The Non- Land? Grand!