'A Fan Girl's Story' Poem by 143NinZ Lee

I.
"Learning new knowledge through new things in life
By experiencing it in reality, but with limitation."
Is her line about life.
She's a kind of person
That her world only evolves
At their house and also at the school.
She spent more time
On reading novels or books.
Sometimes, she draw at her sketch book
If her minds creativity will trigger.
She also love writing stories and quotes
If she's in the mood to write
Or her imagination will came out in her mind.
Lastly, she's addicted to watch anime
If she is alone at their house.
At that time, she doesn't know how to socialize
With other people outside the real world.
Her heart and mind was invaded
With darkness and emptiness.
She feels like she doesn't know
What her heart wants to choose at that moment.
So, she decided to go out on her comfort zone
And she became a fan girl.
Luckily, she knew now
How to face the real world
And socialize with other people.


II.
She encountered lots of memories
That will make her life
At least complete as a human.
She enjoys every moment of it,
But one of the most important things
That she became a fan girl
Is when she meet her friends
And her new found friends.
The best memorable friends
That she always kept in her mind
And also to her heart are the people
Who know how to accept and understand
Of every piece of her personality.
They encountered lots of bad or good memories,
Bonding, heartaches, sayings about life, and etc.
They keep on show to her the real meaning
Of being a human on this real world.
They just strangers before and became close
To each other like sisters.


III.
On a fan meeting event,
She never expects that it really happened
To a fan like her.
Her simple life is like a story
That only found in the novels she read.
It feels like she's inside of a book at that moment
When she meets personally
One of her favorite group artist.
That was the time when she give
Her simple gift to her favorite idol.
It was her masterpiece that created
By her powerful hand.
She saw amazement to his handsome face
Especially to his mysterious dark eyes.
A wide smile appeared on his lips when he received it.
He laughed and giggled like a teenage boy
That receives a gift from his crush.
He also always covered his face when he felt shy.
It was the first time that she saw a guy acted like that.
She was so happy, and at the same time, amazed to his reaction.
A simple gift makes her idol smile
Is an achievement for her.
She never experienced that reaction to her past memories.
They just ignore how her talent was developed.
She feels like a lost puppy inside the box that time
But by the help of the embracing sun in the morning.
She's now on the road of happiness and contentment.


IV.
Another story will be made by the situation.
She's a kind of girl that didn't apply the word assumed in her life.
For her, if you expect too much high for something else
Can be the reason for your heart and mind to get hurt.
So, she always be realistic in terms of the situation
That really happens in real life.
She's a fan girl but she always put in her heart and mind the word reality.
‘Expect the unexpected' it's commonly used
And known line by everyone.
She never expect that she will be able
To encounter that line for real
Can make her heart
Overwhelmed and shocked at the same time.