A Good-Bye 2 Poem by kira kira

I wrote this a few years after i wrote the first one i think i was 10 or 11. i had started cutting and one night i thought i wanted to end my life. so i tried cutting myself with a knife and chickened out. in this poem i talk about using penils and erasers bc the knife was too painful or scary. So i used the eraser and erased my skin until i would bleed and that was good enough for me. the pain wouldn't go away for days. Anyway this poem was another 'suicide sttempt' i guess you can say. i tried taking a bunch of pills but my brother walked in on me. i thank god for that now. i love my life and i know i will never feel that way again. I was a f'd up kid.