A Heart That's Never Meant To Feel Poem by Eman Awad

Some day, we shall meet,
and we'll pass each other by.
I'll smile but my heart won't beat,
i won't look back and i won't cry.
You'll be just a memory to me,
some one i loved but a long time ago.
But then it won't be so dear to me,
you're just some one i passed by and let go...
Though it seems like a wild dream now,
but still even the wildest dreams come true.
I may not love again but i know some how,
i will get my self together and get over you.
Have you ever knew any one,
who would say i love you just as words?
That person who is always gone,
saying things though he knows it hurts.
And he is in love whenever he wants,
saying goodbye on a day just to return on the other.
And he is jealous whenever he wants,
saying that he doesn't want you talking to another.
Just to find you talking to any one,
and tell you it didn't hurt him at all.
And if you ever told him he's the one,
he says that he can't understand you at all.
He says you are perfect,
beautiful and unique and he says your smart.
And like he's saying you're not worth it,
despite all of that, you never reached his heart.
And what a heart that is,
so cruel like it's made of steel.
Throwing you in lonliness,
it's a heart that's never meant to feel.
And you're broken, my girl, hurt and broken,
wishing for this moment to end but it'll last your life.
He doesn't want to lose you but those words are spoken,
when he's saying goodbye and walking out of your life.
But that shouldn't break you and if you're ever asked,
if you fell in love before say, no actually, not for real.
Pretend and move on like me, wear a mask,
it wasn't my fault that his heart,
a heart that's never meant to feel...