A Letter To The Past Poem by Javi Lopez

 So you'll always love me
We'll always be friends
Where did that go
When did that end

I feel so horrible
Knowing we've become
Like if we never knew each other
But i'm not dumb

You think I died
I went away for good
Without you in my life
Maybe I should

But watever
You fake on me too
I just couldn't believe
That someone like you

Could just let it die
And never look back
Never see our past
Man that's just whack

Let it die
That's what you let me do
Whatever u wanna believe
But that's what's true

If u wanna be like that
Then I'll let you be
Let you think that
We were never friendly

I'm dead to you
Memories forsaken
The hurt is too much
And so my life was taken

Listen deary
I'll actually love you forever
Even if you don't
Even if ur deciding we can't be together

Not even friends
Which hurts me even more
Where it hurts the most
Is the heart that you tore

Im falling again
I might actually die
I feel my mind rushing
I just wanna break out and cry

I don't hold it against you
We had our great times
But now you say it's over
It's not like we commuted any crimes

But just kno How much I love you
Just kno I'll never stop being there
Anytime you need me
Just say 'Javier'

I'll always love you
I'll always be your friend
No matter what happens
From now and beyond the end