A Live No One Trust For Me Poem by Lisa Bray

as i sit here in the darkness of my home.
im deep into thought for im now a dropp out.
im being put down for trying something no one else has.
they yell at me my spirit an heart becomes cold an heard.
my tears fall as they put me down.
cant they trust me that i know what im doing?
is my life always going to be controled by them?
why do they do this to me.
i fall to the floor an my tears fall faster an faster with each beat in my heart.
i try to hide my hurt heart but it shows like the lie im living.
my world is going black tonight.
for i will not awake in the morning.
i have disappointed my family.
branging shame to this home.
tonight i cry alone with no one to hold.
the one i loved the one i let into my soul abaondoned me like i was trash.
even now i love him i miss him so.
i wanted to give him everything i had to offer.
my heart body an spirit.
my blood with fall to the ground stainging the floor.
no one screams or crys the watch as my body slowly dies.
no on trys to show they care i lay there with my soul being sucked out of me.never to return.