A Sad One Sided Story(He Needs To Read) Poem by Guarded Heart

I am honored to have been your one and only
To have been the love of your life
But your so unfocused lately, that all i am is lonely
Your busy with other things in your life
And no matter where i stand, i'll always be supporting
But it's all so hard on me, and it affects how you treat me
The tone in which you talk to me and the way you ignore me
Yes i still care for you, but right now i need someone who
Can focus on me and appreciate me
This all feels so strange, for we don't part on bad ways
And if you could only see the tears coming down my face, feel my pain
If you walked into this room right now, i would forget it all
And melt into you, take you away with me
But your not here, and you can't help it
And we have a problem that may be beyond our solving
I'm not mentally stable to take it all again
Better stop now, while i'm beginning to go numb
There are so many things here that remind me of you
That old brown blanket, the strawberry incense, that sexy little outfit
Eventually i'll stop crying, i want you to be happy
To many songs remind me of you or us
The memories are overpowering
I can still picture your face, when your sleeping
As my tears splash on the page
I know what is happening, i can feel my heart break
Into a few more pieces, and i want you to know that you always had me
And should have trusted me, because i was always there
And i was always loving, always in love with you