A Secret Love Poem by Roselyn A.M.

10182015

I know it's wrong and I shouldn't be
Yet I can't stop myself loving you
My mind says I should let you go
Be wide awake and set you free

But every time I attempt to bid goodbye
It's I who could not take a glance
Seeing you gone at a distance
My heart skips a beat and I die

I don't know if I will regret the time
Forget I have met you and saw that smile
Curse the moment you set me on fire
When I imagine your lips touches mine

In my dreams I killed you a hundred times
For I'm beginning to fantasize your gentle love
But I know I'm only fooling and I couldn't hide
I am needing you and I want you in my life

I want to love you endlessly without guilt
Be it known to everyone and make you near
But how could I do this without the fear
My love is forbidden and I have sinned

Oh, for how long would I stay
How could I escape from this sin
I am frail and I couldn't fight what I feel
I am so lost, but i don't want to find my way