A Tortured Life, Years Of Woe Poem by beautifully broken xxx

A tortured life, years of woe
Facing the world's greatest foe,
A face unknown, a foolsih mind
A heart that is hard to find.
Disciplen Teaches, what we choose to learn,
And for your past i did yearn.
Bad as the others, who caused your pain,
Am i to make u live it again.
And now i sit, my mind alone,
filled with you, in a happy tone.
Your treasured smile upon your face
Fianlly you've found your place.
I tried to be your shining armour, protect you from all.
Instead i brought more pain, kicked you as you fall.
Some Stupid Idiot, who made you cry,
And to get to know you was all i try,
An apology is what i owe, but an apology will not show,
what i felt, when your message was recived.
How i reacted, you would not belive.
I wanted to ask for another chance
but chances are earned, not asked for, like a dance.
No words can describe what i feel,
yet i keep writing, to appeal, to you, to God, i dont know,
Close the curtains, end the showI
leave you to decide my fate,
Gone forever, try again, friend or date?

by dylan attard