A While Called (Forever) Poem by Eman Awad

I wonder if you're taken by who i am,
how i smile and how i utter the words when i talk.
I wonder if you're like any other man,
if you love the colour of my eyes and how i walk.
I wonder if you are attracted by a face,
and if you'd fall for the colour or a wince.
I wonder if it's right to be in this place,
feeling this way i've never felt ever since.
That place where i stand with my heart in my hand,
that way when i'm praying to be loved like i dream.
I've spend a life time looking for who understand,
but those days don't pass by the way it may seem.
I wonder if you're meant to change this weird mess,
and find what's beyond a beautiful face and realise.
There's more to me than my make up and my dress,
there're memories and life times you see in my eyes.
I wonder if i can speak of my love without a fear,
and if i can hold your hand and let go of this world.
I wonder when i open my eyes will you still be here,
will you defy every thing and say that i'm your girl.
I wonder if i said too much, i have too much to say,
i wonder will you be another set back in my life.
I wonder about that since we both met every day,
will it be another heart break and another strife.
I wonder if there's more behind your smile,
i wonder all the time and it's all about you.
I wonder if you'd stay a while,
a while called forever till our time if through?