Adiccted Poem by hopemarie blankenship

i don't know what i'm going to do
i have a guy at home
but here i am with you

every time this happens
i look your way
and then i am reeled in again

it's like i am addicted to you
and i can't get enough
no matter how hard
i try to ignore you
i always seem to fail

i don't know why i keep doing this
i don't mean to hurt
the people in my life

but once your addicted
to something or someone
withdrawing from it
is almost impossble
to do

wonder what my guy
is going to say
when he finds out
that it's you i am leavin
him for now

hope he won't kill me

i've tried to ignore you
i've tried to forget you
i've tried hateing you
i've tried to let it go
when i found out you
were dating other girls
but i couldn't

latly wierd things
have been going on
with me
and i couldn't figure it out
until now

after a guy i loved
had left me broken hearted
for some reason i knew everything
was goin to be okay
i found my self listening
to music that only
i listened to when we were together
but we weren't

i kept thinking about you
and how good we had it
all the smiles and laughs and everything
but i haven't spoke to you in months

it was like i was sick
not phisically but mentaly

but now it's clear to me
the reason this happened
the reason
i saw another light
but couldn't identify it

now it turns out
the light was you

don't what i'm goin to say
to him
don't know how he'll take it
or how he'll act
around me
and this sucks because
he was one of my best friends
and now it's goin to end

i don't know what i'm goin to do
i have a guy at home
but here i am with you