Aftermath Of Getting Hurt Poem by amans bho

Ow, I never thought that it would last this long
no matter how hurt I get, I thought I could stay strong
but there seems to be a huge blockage infront of my thoughts
no matter how much i try to concentrate, that huge thing blocks
I want to turn normal, I want to get rid of this
but I have no idea, how long this persists
a headache is slowly developing, one that is stubborn
somebody tell me what to do or where i need to turn
I'm in a state of confusion, because I can't admit i'm a bit frightened
Because i guess i think i'm too strong and my admitting i will get weakened

I'm glad i wrote what I thought atleast now,
It feels like something got lifted off my head & now i can go'on somehow!