Alone And Scared Poem by Holly Polly Hancock

It feels like there is a curse
As things just keep getting worse
As each day goes past
I feel like I wont last
I can't seem to move my feet
I want to go to sleep
Wanting this pain to go away
Here as I lay
Wondering if I want this life for me
Not wanting to wake, to be free
I dont want to be here, I want this life to end
For the sake of family and friends
I'm trying so hard to be strong
These thoughts are scaring me as I know there wrong
The thoughts i am being fed
Make me want to give up and be dead
I can't be strong anymore
As the tears from my eyes pour
Wishing there was someone to undertsand
Someone who will give me a helping hand
Everything that I ever had
Has turned out to be bad
Feeling so empty inside
Wishing that I could disapeer and hide
Wanting to be locked away and throw away the key
I have no care in what happens to me