Am I Wrong.... Poem by Julietta Isla

Am i wrong to feel for someone else, when you just lost that special feeling with your future, when you know you can't ever do anything right, even if you try, you told him things to make him not feel the same, i just pushed him far away, and all i can do is sit here and cry, we don't know each other very well, but yet you still insist telling me how different i am, just scared to get attatched to you so darn quickly, then knowing not a week later your slipping out of my finger tips so easily, what if those three forbidden words slip out of my mouth, will you act any different, or just leave me speechless, dont you see i'm just so scared to be with you, knowing that i will mess it all up in the end. So sweetie why dont you just kill me, because if you don't all you'll get is a bunch of never lasting love letters