Aplology Poem by deepika pal

Whenever I remember of him
A question emerge infront of me
that what was the reason
that I just totally ijnored him
In this whole world
he was the one who cared fo me
and surely now also love me truely
I know he is very lovable
and caring towards me
but I totally vanished him
from my side
which ruin his simple life
may be I was afraid
or don't have the guts
to say that he is mine
as he was totally different from me
and not the kinda guy whom I'll like