Are You My......Companion? Poem by rinki nandy

Are you my......companion?

Was i alone when i met you? ,
have i been looking for someone subconsciously? ,
as i have no memories of longing for a friend......a companion!
You came into my life with no warning,
don't know after how long i heard myself sing,
you gave nothing new to me,
don't know why you still attracted me,
being with you was an escape from myself,
let me honor you with a poem on myself,
tell me why are you here now? ,
and make my world so wow! ,
tell me why you cause ecstasy? ,
and make my mind believe in fantasy.
When you smile and the ways your lips curve when you talk,
when you listen to me quietly and take my hand when you walk.
I haven't a name for you when they ask,
i haven't any care to label you,
i haven't any regret to have found you,
i haven't a spot on me untouched by you,
i haven't a way to explain when you ask,
why haven't i abandoned you?
What i have is a dream,
what i have is a life of smiles,
what i have is empty memories,
what i have is the joy with you,
what i have is.....you.
They don't understand what we share,
they don't see how we care,
they don't believe our love so rare,
they think they are happy to stare!
Suffice to say 'i love you'? ,
suffice to feel 'i need you'?
My life left me here,
with strange thoughts i can't see clear,
with familiar eyes i see a blurry picture,
without a stand to support this creature,
without a voice to call you “the one”,
with you gone......now i see none.
Needed i to name you?
needed i to label our friendship....a relationship?
needed i stop you?
needed i to love you more? ,
needed i to roar? when you walked away fore.
Are you really gone? ,
are you the life in me? ,
are you missing me much as i miss you? ,
are you....my companion?