Assault To Myself Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I want
have an energetic
life
I want to
have a life
full of satisfaction
I'm accumulating a
lot of anxiety
and obsessions
I can serenely
manage my time
in solitude
I don't have
much time left
to change my
habits
If it were
possible I would
study the creativity
because it is
very useful in
life
In some days
I want to
have more creativity
and passion on
cooking
I'm not interested
in criticism
I don't know
how to preserve
my imagination because
it is losing
lucidity
I'm sure that
no one wants
to love my
cold heart
Rarely I'm excited
to spend time
for myself
Sometimes I'm very
involved on my
projects
In some moments
my impulsiveness makes
no sense
Sometimes I want
disappear in a
lonely island