Atonement Poem by manaswini dash

What is the definition of sin?
While searching for the answer to this question
I went on doing sin after sin.
After crossing all the limits
I became a great sinner.
Then I started lamenting on my deeds.
How to get salvation now?
I must do some good deeds to become a pious soul.
So-
I became a cloud and
shower rain on the earth to make it a greenery.
I became a seed and
germinate to became a big tree
to absorb all the poison from the earth.
I became a river
and flowed with a melodious sound,
spreading a smooth bed of love and hope
I became a candle flame
and burnt myself
to destroy the games of malice and animosity.
I became a stream of fragrant, gentle breeze
and played the game of hide and seek
In the gap of newborn soft leaves
and gently touched the pious souls.
I slept on the ground like a log
and endure everybody's kick.
I drowned in the sea of poison
and drank all the envenomed water.
Then I blew the fountain of nectar
which extinguished the flame of suspicion
and brought the stream of peace and happiness everywhere.
I have done so many deeds
only to have a warm hug from you
Still you did not extend your divine hands towards me.
Oh, God! Please tell me
Didn't I became a pious soul till now
after doing so much atonement?