Aubrey Poem by Misty moon

Again here i am
Just thinking to myself
How am i supposed to feel?
There's to much stuff running through my mind.
First, you say you need to be free.
Now you say you need me.

Now my brain is driving me insane.
This is more than i can take
You tell me you love me first.
Then you throw your heart into reverse
Are you mad that i'm using your name in this free verse?
Maybe you need to step back and enjoy this curse
Before you ended up in a hearse.

I'm sick of coming back
Every time ur in the mood.
To whisper something sweet in my ear.
Its hard to move on.
Cause every time i think you're gone
You show up at my door.
Is this just a detour?

Every once in a while out of sight
I just wish you would walk away from the fight.
I wish your were out of my mind