Awake But Dreaming Poem by chantel mcdonald

Awake but dreaming
   Dreaming of you 
   Of your face
    Your smile 
   Your loving embrace. 
Awake but dreaming
  dreaming of finding you
   A place where I'm loved 
  a place where i'm happy 
   A place beside you
  a place where I belong.
Awake but dreaming
  dreaming of showing u my love
  showing u my world
   My memories
   My dreams
   Hopes 
   Fears
    Emotions
    Family
     … my past
  the forgoten place in my darkness
The place where it's never forgoten 
A place of pain and longing and abuse. I give it all away If only to be beside you.  
Forever and for always