Be Malicious Poem by Laura arwen

This life is
a long nightmare
Often I feel
a stranger
You are not
naïve to be
malicious
I can not
be malicious
I'mlooking for
my pain to
create masterpieces
My poems are
not for this
world
I will always
continue to hurt
myself psychologically
The only serious
thing I want
to have is
creative continuity
Sometimes it is
worthwhile to be
invisible
Sometimes pride hurts
a lot more
than a person
or an action
I have to
look for my
inner strength for
something unique
I can not
afford to be
sentimental
My sadness is
interminable
I think I
need a surreal
quiet for my
poems
I'm not good
at improvising
Very often I
dream of living
in an isolated
place
I am very
excited to live
alone
I would like
to murmur melodious
words to my
partner