Believing Poem by Tessa Monaghan

so much goes on
in ones mind
thoughts of good
and thoughts of bad.
people
and what they say
get embedded in your mind
then
you cant stop thinking of if
what is really happening?
how do you know
what to believe?
that is true
and what is
just part of a fairytale

how do you know
if someone really likes you
when there are rumers
from the ones close
what do you believe?
they say all this stuff
and you dont want to believe
but then you think,
is this true?
is this real?
what is he thinking! ?

everything
makes you
go out of your mind
makes you wonder
makes you think
makes you changed.
you wonder
what is the truth
what is real
what is happening
behind the scenes

Thinking
can be dangours,
wondering
is even worse
bout believing
what you dont want to believe
is the worst of all.