Better Off Unspoken Poem by Nickey Mason

knowing your in a gang called ***** ***** is
killing me. i mean, it was cool at first because
it didnt really bother me and i didnt have a
problem with it. but by you being in this gang,
i could lose you. i'm putting my foot down because
it could happen so dont say it wont. i know you told
me this because you wouldnt wanna keep any
thing from me but me seeing what it could do to
you, i'm literally dieing. when i dont see you or
you dont call me for a minimum amount of time,
my mind uncontrollably imagine things. it's
like it sees things and i keep yelling stop,
stop because i dont wanna see it. its like
having a nightmare with my eyes open, just
sitting there. babiie i love you, honest to god,
more than anything else in this world and i
really dont wanna lose you. you + death =
heartache for me. sweetheart, truth is
this was better off unspoken.

-La'Veranique
*aka*
dat girl nickey