My life is a mess
My head constantly spinning
I didn't know what to do
So I prayed for a new begining
I wished for you
But when my wish came true
I didn't have a clue about what to do
You were only with me for a little while
Your sex not yet determined
But deep down I knew
This wasnt the right time for you
So I made a selfish decision
And chose my life over yours
I gave you back to God
And hoped again for a new begining
You never get to see me
Or even open your eyes
But please believe me when I say
You will be with me forever
Please don't hate me
Or let your death be in vein
Because you thought me a lesson
To hope for future again
I promised to be a better person
And learn from my mistakes
But my only ever wish will be to have
Seen your face
I love you my sweet baby
Wherever you may be
I can't wait to meet you
But for now please be free
xxx
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem