Blood Tears Scars, Im Over You. Poem by Sen unknown

bloody floor,
seek for more.
love equals lust?
shall there be more?
cuts, scars, tears, my guard.
its gone...
shall i live on?
in a corner, there i layed.
scared and in the dark, where you left me away.
your gone.
you seek for more.
more? i ask.
have i not given enough?
perhaps, i wasnt good enough for you.
i dropp the knife,
crawl to bed.
bleeding on my way.
there i lay.
closed my eyes, hoping to dream of a beautiful sight,
only to see a monster appear in my mind.
oh.. what a delight...
this is such a wonderful sight.
hehe...
i laughed
then i cried...
i woke up...
realized... this is all in my head.
you went your way, so did i.
i wrap my scars up.
stopped the bleeding.
rested for a while.
took a breather.
went to bed.
said good night, told a prayer.
closed my eyes,
last thing i said that day -
im over you, im living my own life.
goodbye....