Blue Butterfly Poem by Christian Jude Iankefvozuqx Tan Limpangog

So beautiful, I’ve dreamt about tomorrow in paradise
Just when I’ve learned to understand the meaning of love
And the whole world I lived sank to damnation
The glowing horizon above me is gone in one blink
The unruffled weather turns melancholic as the storm arrives
And there is me with the pieces of my heart lying so weak and blue…

The glitzes of my colorful wings are fading
It turns out to be the bluest of all blue
My feelings could no longer feel the passion of serenity
Woe is what rules upon my softy teary heart
I’m no longer who I am as before, I’m blinded by hurt
The fountain of my dreams is unfound to where I’m bound
Blue as the skies above my eyes can’t just see a single hope
Mournful, I am the blue butterfly who cries each night, drifting why…

Hanging on a leaf it took time for me before to come out from my cocoon
Then watching the day passed by as a lonely caterpillar
Moreover, it took me long to be the most beautiful butterfly
But what took me so long to spread my wings and fly high
Was when I’ve fallen in love to someone who just can’t love me after all
A mess it was in my whole life that made me wingless
Now I’m pretending to smile as if I’m alright but honestly, I’m not
What can I do? My beautiful colors now turns out to be blue
Even if I’ll soar up high to the rainbow of bliss
I just can’t erase a single portion of pain in my heart
It’s still the same who I am is a blue butterfly living the havoc in my heart
Probably because love takes time to mend my broken heart
It’s really like a shadow from the past haunting me to fall
And I am scared... very scared to love again, what if pain will hit me twice…