Breathless Heart 1 Poem by Zunda Wezi Chibwe

my writing is usually situational,
truth, original and deep, emotional,
i like to take life casual,
with every bit of my strength i try to make happiness
factual,
turning a blind eye to regret and disappointment, with every failed attept i see room for improvement,
but my world drags me down,
surrounded by unsatisifactory frowns,
the disease of hopelessness and the shadow of
cowardice,
here i am again delusioned and confused, incentment, humility and judgement diffused,
i rejected and now m rejected....... i can't think anymore,
is this what i m made for?
to stand and watch me waste away,
they say life is unfair,
one will always argue untill they get there,
my head feels dizzy, my heart is heavy,
i feel like i have lived a thousand years,
walked too many lonely days,
for so long that i lost myself.... so i created two more of me,
we speak and and converse one mind as three,
ME, MYSELF and I,
we see with one eye and now i feel fine,
am mostly alone but never lonely,
every twist and tide seem to fade slowly, set backs and dark days seem easier to go through,
that three is better than one is true,
but in this case i am still one.... you complete me,
as calm as the sea,
you dont have to do much,
your presence in my mind,
the thoughts of your smile,
the conversations we share, makes all of life's burdens easier to bear....