Bye Dad.. Poem by angel bor.

a daddy's girl i am no more.
its been 4 years since your passing..
its been 4 years since i found out i would never see my dad again..
they say time heals all pain..
its a lie..
they say that the pain will soon subside..
will yours?
where are you? did you make it to this place everyone talks about?
or do you still find solitude in a bottom of an empty rum bottle?
you said you loved us....then why did you do it? ......
i sometimes lay here on my bed thinking about how different my life would have been if you stayed..if you didnt have to go...
you were supposed to be here with me when i graduated elementary school..
my first day of middle school...your supposed to be in the crowd of emotional parents watching their kids move on to high school..cheering me on to do my best.
scaring my boyfriends have to death...to buy me my first car..you were supposed to be here for me. with me. to be here to protect me...to love me...but a daddys girl i am no more....no more saying i love you dad. no more hugging you seeing you smirk....your blue eyes...your little belly slapping competitions with kyle....wrestling with sam....spoiling me...teaching me how to cook.........letting me play in the rain while you sit there laughing knowing moms gonna find out.....no more panchos...no more bookman's...thats it...no more........and no matter who comes along.....no more daddys little girl.....you see...no one can replace you...i love you......bye for now dad...............