Can'T Go Back Poem by Jasmine Kayleen

I am struggling to be me again
Sometimes I think about going back to my old ways
My heart grows heavy the more I think about what I've done
But my mind tells me I should do it again
I don't know how much longer I can stay stronger
I don't think I can last much longer
But I must stay strong I can't go back to my old ways
I cry harder each day
How long will I last oh how long

I am struggling to be okay
I am struggling to make it through the day
It's been 6 months and 2 weeks since I last cut
I have to tell myself everyday that it will be okay

Will it be okay or am I lying?