Chaos Poem by to those who wonder what life is about

My hands are always shaking,
my mind is far away wondering,
A nervous feeling takes over
I become Very abnormal

Never knowing of the words
that i might use next
for my mind is in a million places
bursts of energy run through
my body, I can't stay still

always talking,
rambling about this and that
no matter if you are listening
or not, my memory is faint
for it will all be gone by tomorrow

to hide the feelings
that dwel deep inside
not wanting others to know
what lives on the inside
of this young person