Cheater Poem by Haven Leonel

I took a chance to live, head high, stood tall
gave what I could give, and she took it all

She started out as a friend, one I wanted to kiss
I kinda made the rules bend, so it ended like this

I was with her non stop, every chance that I had, and every chance I got
Everything was just right, at least that's what I thought
I tried not to care, but I cared a lot

When I was all by myself, nearly falling asleep
She was right by my side, and made my thoughts grow deep
This should've been great, I wanted nothing instead
But when it got a little late, I felt her leaving my bed

She was one step ahead, even left with a guy
Course it was all in my head, but my thoughts were alive
I just can't watch, it's too hard to see
It's taking control, taking over me.

Jealousy, so extreme I want to scream
Yes I know it's all a dream, but it seems so real to me
It doesn't help to close my eyes
I keep them open all the time

I can't keep the thoughts away
There in my mind and here to stay
Im tired, here we go again
I'll dream bad things and accept them.