Coming Down From Happiness 2 Poem by Black Rose Night

Coming down from happiness is rising back up again.
Something is missing.
I can’t quite put my finger on it.
My mind is running and running like there is no end.
It’s like I can’t stop it.
What’s going on? ?
Why was I in sorrow to begin with? ? ?
Hundreds of questions beating inside my head.
Why?
Why have I fallen from the happiness of my heart? ?
Am I falling apart?
I’m starting to hate this part.
Hating the sorrow that’s starting to rise deep inside my mind.
What the hell is wrong with my life? ? ! ! ! ! !
Nothing it seems,
So what is bothering me? ? ?
I hate not having the answers to the thousand questions inside my head! ! !
Its f*cking with my head! ! !
It’s making me feel dead.