Complimentary Suicide (Old Piece) Poem by Ryan Joseph Holder

The fear that follows
Till your death
Puts you through
The ultimate test.
All those fears
That make you shake
The overdose
You wanna take
Your once pure heart
Torn to bits
How many times
Your wrist has been slit
The ignorance
In those who lie
the tears you bleed
Each time you cry
The wounds inside
Will never heal
The pain in my heart
Is simply unreal
The sights you see
That gauge your eyes
The tears you taste
Each time I cry
You enjoy to see me
Suffer like this
For me to die
Would be your bliss
Look at what
I have become
The times I've tried
Is more that some
All those times
I've tried to die
All those attempted
Suicides
All for nothing!
Tell me! ! Why! ?
All the wasted
Tear I've cried.
All for nothing
All is true
All for nothing
...All for you! !