Confused Poem by Carmela Kazmier

Even though you've hurt me
I still come back
and try to win you over.
But it hasn't been working
I've been vulnerable
and people see that.
They see the pain in my eyes.
They hear it in my voice.
I hate you
but I love you.
You hurt me over and over again
and I still come back.
But I just believed so much
had faith
but maybe this isn't what God wanted.
Maybe because you hurt me so bad
God thinks I deserve better.
I try to see it that way
but its hard too
when I still love you.