11-Mar-08
Feels like I am cursed
With everything that is happening to me
What other choice is there
Tell me cause I have no clue
No clue on anything
But don't pretend that I'm not cursed
Don't feel sorry for me
Cause I know I am cursed
Should have thought of that long ago
But I guess I was even too blind to see it
Wonder if that’s the reason why he doesn't even talk to me like he used to
Feels like everyone has abandoned me and its mainly the people I love with all my heart
Feels like I can't do anything right
Now I finally have figured it out right here tonight
With every heartbeat I know I am cursed
Don't ever say what else can go wrong
Feels like those words have gotten me deeper cursed than I could imagine
Tried to do everything right as possible
But somehow I screwed things up even more
Can't believe it took me this long to figure this out
It explains everything now
All the times where something bad happened to me or to others when I was around
And all those times when I screwed up everything
Everything was my fault and no one else’s
Cursed for life I know its true
Don't tell me that its not true
Explain to me this conspiracy
This conspiracy against me
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Feels like everyone has abandoned me and its mainly the people I love with all my heart ESPN Chick.... when rocks fall it feels like this thats all. great piece of work. Becca